I'm so disgusted with myself... not even a great new low weight is enough motivation for me to stick to plan! Right before I wrote this, I literally just finished off some of these:
I'm not even a sweets kinda person but knowing I can't have these makes me want them EVEN MORE!!! Total I had:
a handful of M&M's
a chocolate almond truffle
a white chocolate chip cookie
... and I want to go back for more!
Seriously... why is it that if we can't have it,
it makes us want it even more?
Well I guess now's a good time to tell you that when I say "can't have it", I mean can't have it or I blow my entire weight-loss plan right now. Currently I'm on a very strict 30-day nutrition plan that can/will totally back-fire if you stray off protocol and guess what... I just went off protocol. Damn it!